I need one of these for work.
I had so much fun on camp this weekend. I had become so afraid of being in a Reach space again after so long that I kept backing out of training sessions and previous camps at the last minute. I was supposed to go on a camp 2 weeks ago and had a fucking anxiety attack about it on the Friday that they sent me home. I think this weekend kinda re-ignited my thirst for the work we do. Working as a staff member as apposed to a facilitator lately I kinda forgot about the actual core of what we do and the difference to young people that we make rather than the business that we run and the brand that is Reach we try to sell. I know taking a step back from facilitating was the right choice and it feels great not having that anxiety always hanging over the top of my head but I don’t think being stuck in that office working was the right choice. I know I have to leave. I just have to get over the comfort and the constant security of that place which has become my home and go go go. end.rant
